On the road again

So, here we go.
I´m at home and packing my stuff. Tomorrow I´ll be on the road again. First I´m gonna visit Lisa and on wednesday we´ll be leaving towards Liberec.
It´s a funny feeling after all. After those weeks of Hiza and Einsiedeln I got sick and tired of skijumping world and I really wanted to quit travelling around and spent all my money for this. But now I found a good reason to carry on.
There is someone who showed me, it´s worth it. Someone who gives me such a wonderful feeling whenever I read his words! And I am grateful for that...
But I also need a time out from this world here (funny huh?)
So, week of skijumping life before I have to get back to everday life with university stuff and stress!

I wish you all some nice days all the best

Statements

I guess it´s time to write a new blog.

The last weeks I´ve been spending in thinking about me, my environment, friends, family, my future.
I can say, that I still cannot say anything. I still haven´t made up my mind about certain things, but nervertheless I want to comment some things that came up and happened lately:

• First of all I have to say SORRY! In the last weeks I have been quite myself. And I know, that I have written and said some things that might have been offending. I really never meant to. I just forget to think before acting, which is a stupid thing, and I often realized what I did when it was too late!
• I also want to say SORRY to those who needed me, but couldn´t count on me. I really feel bad, that I wasn´t there for you. I had some emotional struggles (and still have, but it´s okay at the moment). I want you to know, that in the future I´ll stand at your side and that you always can come to me, when you need a shoulder to cry on.
• The next thing I want to say is: I am NOT going to quit my studies!! I guess I know, where this rumour came from. I said something that could be interpreted like that. But, the truth is, I won´t. Of course it´s hard sometimes, and stressy but I´ll make it! Sure, I have dreams that compete with my studies but don´t worry, they are only dreams, not more.

As you might have noticed, I didn´t say anything about the rumours connected to skijumping world. Why? Because I won´t comment on that topic anymore. Believe what you want to believe, the only thing I say is: Nothing of that shit is right!

So, that´s it so far.

Luv you my sweethearts

yours
the princess!