end of holidays

Hello my sweethearts,

so easter is over and I hope you all survived it. ;)
For me it was some kind of relaxing. Lots of chocolate, familiy and a few days off without studying. Now the holidays are coming to there end and work is getting more. I still have to write my report about the job training (12 pages till next monday, we´ll see). And semester starts on monday. The semester where my whole future will be decided. 2 exams are coming up which I really HAVE TO pass, if I fail, I have to quit my whole studies. So you can guess, I really am afraid. I don´t know what to if I should fail. There is no real plan B. Well, maybe I could start new studies: skandinavistics and fenistics in Cologne. But I´m not sure about that. Finally I got used to the thought in becoming a teacher and it somehow is my "dreamjob" (for I will never be an actress at last). That means for me, I really have to work hard the next months and give all the power I have only for my studies. Studies have very first priority, in my thoughts, my concentration, my power, my energy, my time. Some mistakes in the past showed me, that I need to invest in "projects" that really have a future and not give everything to a dream which bursts like a bubble.

Well, on Tuesday there will be a photoshoot and thank god I don´t have to be in university, so I can take part in it. I´m excited how the pics will be! :D

Another few things are planned, but as long as nothing is confirmed, I won´t tell.

But I will keep you updated as soon as something´s happening.

Hugs and kisses

yours
Ulla I.